Post by NOLAN ZACCARIAH LEVSKIE on Nov 14, 2010 15:30:20 GMT -5
nolan zaccariah levskie.
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Nolan is probably one of the sweetest boys that a girl could ever ask for. He's calm and patient, and due to his abusive stepfather, treats any female that he encounters like a princess. He can't stand to see girls' tears, which is why he's pretty much a doormat to them all and constantly gets his heart broken. However, it doesn't stay broken for long. He frequents women like a pimp does, bedding a different one nearly every night. It's not because he thinks women are dispensable- no, not at all. He just wants to fill the void that's been in him since he was a little boy. And somehow it appeals to him that moving from girl to girl to girl will someday convince one of them into staying for more than the night. And instead of treating them like shit, he normally makes them breakfast if they stay that long, and it actually hurts him when they leave. He's just a hopeless romantic, and probably won't stop searching for a void-filler until he finds one, if he ever does. It's another reason why he turns to cigarettes and drugs. They're more fillers. He won't ever admit that, though, he doesn't even subconsciously know what he's doing. He just does it to feel better about everything. The girl, his family life, etc. He just scapegoats his problems onto women and drugs and smokes in a form of self-comforting himself. He also turns to music sometimes, but that often depresses him even more, and he ends up lighting a joint and smoking himself to sleep. It's a vicious cycle, really...sex, depression, drugs, rinse lather and repeat. However, it's all he's known since he was fifteen, so he doesn't really have much control over it since it's been the norm for him for over four years.
Not that he doesn't have his little pissy mood-swings. Honestly, the only real reason he would ever raise his voice or react negatively would be a lack of cigarettes. Yes, it's a disgusting little habit of his, but it's a habit nonetheless and he is one hundred percent dedicated to it. When put through nicotine withdrawal, the boy's thoughts catch up with him and he gets so fussy and fidgety that the tiniest thing will send him over the edge, which is a drastic change to his normal composure. He's prone to swearing, name calling, throwing, and mostly surprising the shit out of you. This sweet little man-child that will stand by holding a door for a group of twenty-plus, snapping and calling you an annoying little cunt? It's quite shocking. And it's also very rare, and easily avoidable; just give him his fix. He also gets annoyed with those who turn up their noses to smoking and those who smoke any time of the day. He thinks it's his personal choice and none of their business or concerns. It's one of the few things that will bother him, when somebody will walk by and make a face or do the exaggerated hacking cough in his direction. It just drives him absolutely insane. Another thing that really can set him off at any time? Itchy things. Itchy shirts, itchy sheets, itchy hats. He's just about as OCD as it gets when it comes to attire and comfort...everything has to fit not too snugly and not too losely; the sleeves can't stretch out; the collar has to sit just right on his shoulders. Which is generally why everything he has is more for comfort than for looks. Cotton tees, knit hats, jersey sheets, etc. He likes being snug and warm, basically.
Another thing that Nolan is is insecure. He won't ever openly admit this, or call himself ugly or anything, but in some part of his mind he will never feel good enough for anything. Which is why he literally latches on to and clings to any scrap of hope of a functioning relationship he can get. He simply thinks he won't ever get another chance like it, and basically smothers the girl until she runs screaming. He doesn't mean to, though. What he mistakes as caring and affectionate comes off as forward and annoying- calling her once she left his house to make sure she got home alright, texting her good morning, making her mix cds...basically he's a sucker for romance, like previously mentioned before. He's one of those rare breeds that actually cares about the mind and heart attached to the lips, chest, hips and legs. And sadly, no girl has really come to appreciate or value that yet. He gets looked over because he's messy, too nice, or reeks of cigarette smoke. He's not perfect, far from it, and he'll be the first to admit that. He just has this bad habit of giving a girl an excuse to leave as quickly as she can.
Lastly, the most important thing about Nolan would probably be his tendency to over-analyze everything. Sure, he's laid-back and nonchalant for mostly everything, but every now and then something will rub him the wrong way and he'll spend countless minutes trying to figure something out. He just has to make something out of everything- which would normally cause immense loads of drama, but the thing is, Nolan keeps these thinking's to himself. He bottles literally everything up inside, which normally contributes to the fearsome emotional explosions whenever he's off his smokes. He supresses his emotions and thoughts until he can't anymore, and lets them go the first chance he gets at an excuse. It's actually pretty smart, since he's able to then blame it on lack of sleep or nicotine, which would logically make anybody cranky. And once he finds the girl whose willing to argue that fact with him and keep asking him what's wrong and actually following through and caring, then his life will pretty much be complete. And he still holds onto that little fabrication of hope, believing for a few brief seconds that any girl who looks his way is mrs. right.
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