DEAN, chelsea olivia

[chelsea olivia dean]

chelsea olivia dean.

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dear diary,

all nigt, i couldn't sleep at all. they were fighting so much, i had no idea what to do, considering my room is right next to the kitchen. i wanted to run away. but i wanted to listen as well. alright, before you jump to any conclusions, i was not eavesdropping! it's hard not to hear. i bet the neighbors were even listening. i wanted daimon to be there and tell me everything was going to be okay, because even though i am twelve years old, my big brother makes me feel better. alway has, and always will. he and i have been best friends since forever. well, i mean, we've had our rough patches and everything, but we always work it out in the end. i think he was at some party or whatever, that he just decided to randomly go to. could of at least thought to tell me so he could drive me to mary's place. but noo, leave me alone with the stupid fighting rentals. eh, whatever. diary, i have the feeling you don't even want to know what they're saying yelling about, but i'll tell you basics and then get on with my little story. so blah blah blah, they're talking about my grades, and then dad starts.

"so who's nate?" i'll tell you who nate is. nate is mom's personal trainer, and mom thinks he's cute and all, but she'd never ever cheat on dad like that. anyways, so mom was all, 'my personal trainer, you know this.' and dad said, "well, i think you two are getting a little too personal." i swear, mom almost started crying when he said that, because she knows that he's cheating on her. yeah, disgusting, right? i've known it for a while, and when i told daimon what i thought was going on. he told mom, because i didn't have the guts to. but mom absolutely loves dad, so she really didn't want to let him go, no matter how stupid that is. i guess that's what happens when you're in love. anyways, so mom was like, 'oh really? and you and alice aren't a little too personal?' it was like a slap to dad, i'm sure, even though i couldn't see his stupid face. and then they started yelling about alice and how he was cheating and all that. they started getting close to my door. so i ran.

i ran right past mom and dad, out the door, and onto to the street. i ran down the sidewalk until i came to the end of fitzgerald avenue. on i went until i came to bently drive, and i saw daimon's car parked up the road. so the party had been close. i ran to the car and tried the locks. thank goodness they were unlocked. i jumped in the passenger seat, huddled up in a ball, and cried. i think an hour later, i was almost asleep, daimon came out of the party with some girl. soon as he saw me in the passenger side, he looked like he wanted to strangle someone. aparently he saw my tears. he told the girl something and almost ran to my side, and i cried while he held me. i told him everything that had happened. and then he started the car and we just.. drove. not sure where we were, but it was dark. really dark. i could barely see, even with the headlights. daimon was just mumbling to himself about nothing, and i was trying to fall asleep. only thing i remember after that was a lot of hurt.

daimon had been drunk that night when he was driving. he'd crashed into a ditch, and i had ended up being on the side that was facing the ground. i couldn't get out. my leg had been trapped somewhere, not sure where. i was in the hospital for a bit. dad didn't come to see me. mom told me he had left us for good. i didn't cry about that. but i know something i did cry about. daimon died that night. he had tried to save me, and did, but he'd given up his life for me. i knew no one else would ever do something like that for me. i love my brother.. it's been tough without him. being twelve and losing someone you love so much is hard. blah, mom says i need to take my medicine. i'll write more later.

love, chelsea.

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