Post by sofia on Nov 8, 2010 1:19:40 GMT -5
sofia alessa rose.
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dear diary,
i've been stuck in this small life, no good town for so long now, how many years has it been since i moved here/ i'm gonna take a wild guess and say at least five, and since i've been here, nothings changed. everythings always been the same, highschool to college, college to a working life. i don't even have the free time i want anymore - you know what award i got when i graduated high school? most likely to succeed in whatever i chose to do. oh yes, i am a high achiever and i work extremely hard at every aspect in my life. now though, i'm stuck in this small time job that's really not even earning me more than minimum wage, i'm stuck in this small little apartment right in the middle of no where, and my car is constantly breaking down. so, where am i supposed to be now? i should be a working model, but i could never get the call backs i needed, never got the job i wanted - yeah maybe i should have tried out for americas next top model, but what was my chance of winning? you're probably sitting there, reading my private journal wondering what a girl like me really has to complain about. yeah, i'm pretty lucky to even have a job in this hick town, but i have bad luck or something.
my parents moved me from noumea, new caledonia - if you don't know where that is, it's pretty much right next to new zealand and not too far away from the shores of australia. so yes, i grew up in the tropics, on a vacation style island where everything was so laid back and easy going, my dad ran a hotel on the island and my mother was a fight attendant. so, they were pretty much always busy, leaving me to have flings with gorgeous vacationers, and spend my days soaking in the southern rays. a small town girl with big dreams, so... what led us here to the states? my father got a job right here in nashville which pretty much meant the family had to up and move away from our gorgeous island home to this small town american town - what were they thinking? now, don't get me completely wrong, i don't hate the place, i'd just have preferred something more tropical, like maybe maui or somewhere like that. at the time, i wasn't too impressed and i pretty much played the rebellious teen who wanted nothing to do with her parents, basically in my eyes they had ruined my life and nothing could make that better for me. well, until i met this really great guy - at least he was at the time. his name was joshua and he was pretty much the only reason i put up with this place, it was a whirlwind romance, we dated for just under two years before he decided to up and sleep with another girl at a party, so yeah, i was pretty heart broken, and the record since then hasn't been so clean. guys have always had the same method, get with me, have their fun, then they'd usually cheat on me. so i have my reasons to be miserable, i should throw a taylor swift and right songs about them all - but i dont have the song writing talent to pull that off, dammit.
but here, i feel like im rambling on and on about the past, and this brown haired, blue eyed darling has a future to look forward to, and i've also got to get to work in the next twenty minutes, looking after two snooty celebrity children, oh yes, i have my hands full - but thats the life of a celebrity nanny, isnt it? work for minimum wage, but score some epic vacations, doesn't seem worth it most of the time. alright, alright, back to my future. well, i want to model, but i just need the big break, im studying design in college, and i'm really enjoying it, but it's not what i want to do all the time, i'm still going to go-sees but i doubt i'm going to get anywhere, guess it doesn't hurt to try. right? we'll see where i am in a years time then, won't we. work calls, i'll be writing in you more regularly, i promise now.
love, sofia
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